This week bitter/sweet...but oh the sweet~

I have set back this week almost as if I have been observing life from the sidelines. Not in a bad way, in a good way. Sometimes, that is the only way to see an honest perspective on things. Well, we all have struggles...We like to think ours are more than anyone else understands but truth is we all have things that cause us stress and we can't say one of us hurts more or less than any other~ We really don't know each others reality. I can through God's help look and see that my stresses are still evidence of a life blessed by God. For better or worse ya know? Well, this week being challenging as it was, God used it to teach me a concept that I am so excited about. God gave me the opportunity this week to practice going beyond what I "feel" and seeking his heart. Our feelings can rob us of so many of God's blessings. Just because you might be justified in feeling one way doesn't mean that God has given you permission to act on it! I teach my kids, just because you feel mad at each other, that doesn't mean you should be able to go hit that person. I teach them to deny that feeling because if they indulge that behavior, their "feeling" just got them into a whole mess of trouble. Right? God wants us to understand the same concept spiritually. I had to do some praying, and choose behavior that was opposite of how I felt. It wasn't easy. I just kept praying, " Ok, God, anytime you are ready exchange my heart for yours because my heart kinda stinks." Well, God waited to do that until after I obeyed his word. Once I obeyed his word, he filled me with an out of body peace. All the worry and fretting, hurting, and frustration belonged to him. I realized God wants us to deny our feelings and obey him for the benefit of our heart. It didn't have anything to do with anyone else, it was a work God did in me. The blessing from doing that is in the midst of a storm, I can sleep in the bottom of the boat. After being obedient God has blessed my family this week. Money was tight and I wasn't sure what this week was gonna hold. The next morning after obeying God, someone offered to fill up my gas tank in my van, then my dad called with a late birthday present of $100. I just sat back and marveled at God all week. It brings me to tears to know of his great love. I am so thankful to God for this lesson. The trials are still there, but I couldn't be more happy. I know that God will always be there and I trust him with my heart more than I trust my feelings with it.

There is nothing else~ really...

    I recently read a post saying " I have a friend who has continually been dealt string after string of bad luck. What encouragement can I give when scriptures don't help." I have been going over and over this in my mind for a few days now. This isn't the 1st time I have heard this question, but each time I hear it I actually try really hard to think about what hope we have outside of Jesus? I try to think of a world where Jesus doesn't exist and the promises of God are nothing more than words on paper. Where can you draw strength? People fail. A hug feels good for a moment then fades. All the money in the world can't heal a terminal disease or bring back a loved one who has passed. What can this world offer in our time of need? When I look at that, my heart breaks.So many search for hope and end up on paths of destruction. People look to find hope in drugs, alcohol, even food,obesity being at an all time high. A world without Jesus is hopeless. John 14 Jesus said, " I am the way, the truth, and the light." What if the was no way? no truth? no light? I believe my answer to this post would have to be~ There is no other way...really. If the only hope there is, is Jesus, you must share him and pray God give them ears to hear. If we don't have Jesus, we don't have anything. There is an old song that comes to mind it was written by Bill Gather titled "Because He Lives". The chorus says this~ Because He lives I can face tomorrow, Because He lives all fear is gone; Because I know He holds the future, And life is worth the living just because He lives.  That chorus rings so true. What we are to do,when scripture is nothing more than words on paper to someone is we are to become scripture. We are to live a life that gives Jesus, that brings hope.It's time to be salt and light! We are to live a life that is undeniably stamped by the mark of God. When scripture is not enough, Jesus is, because he knows no bounds. If he is living inside of us and he is truth and light you can not hide light and give false hope. God is love~ we are to give love. God is the alpha and omega, he is where our race begins and he is where it ends.We as believers HAVE to acknowledge there is NO OTHER WAY and quit asking this question. There is nothing else~ really.